snowflake

snowflake

snowflake. swim in the lake. up a mountain. for no one. speak to me with the clouds, for there is no curtain here. i am your starry eye folding in. take a deep breath for your feet and cheer up. and break my sunset mind. for i am lost anyway..

every picture

every picture
..................
a nerve us
break down

can't hear you speak now

because its yours
your inspiration
my gift is yours

don't need
no, don't..

i need my lead

jaw distracted

jaw distracted

am i the fool on thrill
under quick swallows
of eloquent sunsets

can it be easier today
so i don't need to reap
a phrase off a scaly tongue

seeing sonic waves

seeing sonic waves

i know you all
the ones that will be
happy for the rest of their lives

and the others keep crying
longing, in the lonely moonlight
shedding tears that would fill
half a glass, shimmering spectrum

free my love with your apathy
its better than trying, imagining
you call his name
again, i sigh, again

eyeing temptation

eyeing temptation

tempt me
with ignorance
a clear black shadow
distracted by clouds
a flash of light
a flutter of wings
the falling feather
and floating lotus
leave me
here alone
so i don't need to see anymore

at every turn

at every turn
you are here



in front of me



like yesterday

shuffle

shuffle

between web weep ages
spider crawls of creation
in an empty cabled cosmos

why do you change my weathered soul?

i am your sphere
in a silent shifted randomness
touching everything everywhere

stop doubting my reason
or semi-sucidial sacrifice

for when i enjoy the hunger
i also enjoy the rain

dream

dream

and a dream

it ended in you

this space in front of me
between us, in our space

colder than our skin
another voice within

a shallow crowded pool

spare me my moment
its all i need

now, now I

now, now I

don't need to find another play
a game, of words in my inn logy
for its too cumbersome and quiet

bright like your fairy tale spin
is a focus in my fulcrum

sold

sold

it always was the same
when i opened my eyes again

and saw this sun rise
through a fractured cloud
with every bird following
and swallowing a dream

a shadowed scream
of polished thought
swings out like a sword
across my eyes

my only

out of my heart
like a sneeze
in the dark, i tremble

afraid to make
my sunlit space
a little colder

hold you here,
or take my arms
and everything else

if all we had
was just a number
a sunken iceberg sees

back

back

i wonder how
you always return

a smile in the eye
captures me
ingenious, alone

a word in a box
and i'm on a cloud
a spark between stars

silica gel

silica gel

fear is anger
is fear is anger

we walk again
to the same room
notes on our back
books for your brain

what can i say?
its not going away

turn off the mind
and stimuli resonance
its right here
and its happening now

fear. tear. leave it alone