missing

missing

missing is the smile
that calm of music
charmless spaces
too much noise
can't let them enter
lonely mind boredom
red wine we can't see
swims in our faces
crawling in like a thief
under your blanket
missing is your smile
and fear enfolds me
as i travel miles afar
searching for this
and it's missing here

resisting value

resisting value

they say it's adding
adding to my life
my knowledge of stuff
but i'm always resisting

i open the book
and i'm troubled
by the why and why not
so i'm always resisting

feeling carnivorous
the words make sense
but the purpose is vague
and i'm always resisting

but i should read
for this is my karma
more so my dharma
but i'm always resisting